Broken frienship , broken trust Backstabbing your own friends .Although i'm Just a onlookers but i felt kinda sad .

today working @nex . Alone sian eh . sushi tei . . hais . dont feel like working but no choice . dont have money alrdy to spent ! anyone wanna come find me at nex ? Mid years are just a month away and i'm like still th same . playing , talking , at class . never pay attention . i know i need to change and study , i said from sec one . but i never once commit to it and really study and when i wake up it always too late but i was promoted for almost every year except sec 3 . i really hope i can wake up . but its kinda impossible i'm lazy !! ): Broken frienship , broken trust Backstabbing your own friends .Although i'm Just a onlookers but i felt kinda sad . Friends most of th time , why hate , why .................. _l_ . rubbish ! okay . time to have a one hour sleep break before i go work ! :D