I'm bored , i'm bored .
i really hope . i'll have more time in one day rather den twenty four hours .
cause after sch i dont usally go home , i went to slack and wasted a lot time , den no time study . i from sec one say till now i will study . but till now ? seriously i didnt even touch books . i know i will regret but . . . idk lurhh .
sometimes somehow i really wish my parents is fucking rich and have th money to support till few more generations , i would have lead a carefree live , i dont have to work and pay for my own playing expenses and work to save more money .
Somehow , i feeel that i'm not a trustable person , yes i agree to it .
i dont think i can handle big things . but one thing for sure . i didnt change . . .
Its th surrounding changed , you think .
Okay , i think its quite long since i meet ricky they all le . must meet them soon .
i really hate to see i and my friend being drifted . :D
What i done , there's always an reason behind it , dont jusge if you dont understand .
i'm a person that have a complicated mind that no one understand me .