rotted at home whole day , wanna sleep longer but cant sleep . idk why .
whole day rotting feeling tired doing nothing .
didnt go out with anderson to cine lesiure and nvr go find bowen they all slacking at marina square .
8 plus buoy tahan , i go find weehong slack at my house here .
11 homed . tmr working .
My handphone bill $200 , fuck , my father didnt say anything but i feel regret and down i told him i pay hundred , but i really bu she de . i earn so less plus phone money i say i pay den now like four hundred gone just for bill and phone -.-''
i feel that i'm sick of my life . . .
my heart is feeling numb . . i'm sick of this feelingszxcccc .
it hurts me t see you like that everyday yet i cant help out in anything .
i know you are gone , but holding onto you has become my way t stay alive . . .