Waked up at 5 plus today , vivo at 7 work till 3 .
3 go home 4 reach home , 4 sleep to five .
five go work sushi tei to 10.30 .
reach home 11.30 . tmr 5 need wake up again .
It's kinda no life .
i've been thinking in deep thoughts for so long . . . This year i gain a lot of things and lose a lot more too ): . 我只是想要回我失去的一缺，有哪么难吗？
欺骗自己为什么会那么难，本来已经成功，但我后来发觉自己不是真的开心，是被逼的.
我的过去，跟我的现在，虽然过去好像比较可怕，但是我的心现在好像被比较痛.
I haven give up on you yet , what made me perservere so long is all those memories i had .
You know what i hate most ? i hate that i want talk t you , but idk how t entertain you . _l_ imy.