Sat 4 sleep 5 wake up for work , after that tuition 3.30 t 5.30 .
5.30 meet dalian . homed at 9 .
10 meet dasam , 4 reach home , i'm a bit seh and drunk ! his fault k ! ):
5 wake up for work , 3 homed , cannot tong so long so i geng sick nvr go work at 6 pm .
I managed t geng sick den i nvr go work , i sleeep at 6 and i suddenly jitao wake up after i dream
i dream of her , she's maplinq and buddy chat , smth happen den blahblahblah dont wish to say it out . den after that she duno go where and i tio ignore again .
okay , looks like everyone matters more den me , i'm gonna give up , cause th pain i really cannot tahan , th way she reply my and her friends , totally diff . okay . 1.11.10 . 6.49 AM i give up .
idk if my decision was right not , i dont think i can give u up , i will try .
Even i dream of you , i jitao wake up after th dream to find my phone and check yr msg . _l_ .
am i too stupid ? i send such a long want to care about you , yet i received one in 4.52 sayinq hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. LOL. should i be sad that she reply so short or should i be happy that she reply ?

At least i know memories can be kept with me for enternity , but it can also cause pain for enternity which was what happened to me . i shall lock you in my heart and all i left is memories .
你的真心真的对我很重要，我愿意失去全世界为了你的真心。
我一前比较开心，因为我有你的人，却没有你的心，但是，现在，我什么都没有。
我痛过哭过也恨过从未想放弃过 。
欺骗自己为什么没那么难，本来已经成功，但我后来发觉自己不是真的开心，是被逼的.
我的过去，跟我的现在，虽然过去好像比较可怕，但是我的心现在好像被比较痛.
later chalet should i go ? cause i not free in evening later ,
and if i go , who should i meet to go with ? everyone seeems to have drift with me , since april i quarrel with one of them . i dont even know th place . suan le bah , wo ren ming le , my life sucks .

Last but not least , thank you , peinee , vanessa .