I intend to move on and carry on with my own life , but i notice i cant , all those memories keeep remind and its pullinq me back from reality , after so lonq , i still miss you , time heals ? i dont think so . if ignorance is bliss , my feelinqs and mood wont be so toureturinq now .
after th day i wanted break , my heart is really screaminq for you , i received so many text , none of it is from you , i stopped textinq almost everyone , cause i only wanted your text , i dont like th feelinq when i see my phone its blank , but i dont like more when i see text and all it's not from yours , i reallllly felll in love deeeply , i'm so so so so sorrry . you're th unlucky oneeeeeee .
sorrry if i'm rantinq so muchh , how i wished , i have a close sister that i can share my things with , but me and her driftedddd ,

我答应你们我会坚持下去. 但是我不能答应不要再为你而哭. 因为我坚持, 我才有我想要的. 可能态度差, 不代表, 什么都会消失吧.

there are a lot of thinqs that are hard to be explained into words but , its would be harder if u didnt try it out .